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i somehow lost track of our destination … don’t know where to go. how to go. how to pay it. what to live on there. … i need to find back on the (mental) way …

i know the answers are there. everything is there, for us, i don’t need to worry, i just need to know what i want! find the answers.

whilst i almost was worrying if my decision concerning malta was wrong i realized what this short trip was good for: there i found that we could get along well in a strange country. that i could easily imagine to live there. nothing frightening. so this will also be possible in any other place. yay! makes me feel much better!