not intended

i wanted to re-read liedloff for some inspiration regarding our bear mom & son project. what is happening now … this book really touches my soul. painful. makes me very much aware of some aspects of my life that don’t feel right … some things i am missing or have been missing, then as now. old hurts. walls i have built to shelter myself. feeling quite distant from who i really am … getting closer scares me … do i dare?