somewhere in the neverland between the endings and the new beginnings we took the wrong(?) turn and fell … again. [everything keeps coming back to me until i’ll finally learn (what???)] … rabbit hole … wonderland … oh yes, baby, we found wonderland …

now, slowly stepping into the energy of new beginnings, step by step finding back to my light … and again … i’d better go and travel the world and the seven seas, like alice did, for quite a while … trying to let go of MY “romantic” ideas going on learning & growing, never without you but not with you though … before eventually coming back, looking behind the mirror … to see if you’ll be there.

“i reached for you but you were gone
i knew i had to get back home
you search the world for something else
that makes you feel like what we had
and in the end in wonderland we both got mad”