last autumn i somehow crossed a border … lost my mind, found … my soul, my self, my body, my … cannot capture it in words. i came so close to ME like never before … still coming closer, each and every day, and since then i am trying to integrate this “new me” within my everyday life. faltering between struggle and surrender, slowly learning to express mySELF in outer life. and always, like ever, i am finding peace in nature. at the sea, in the forest.