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big 5

after having read this interesting horoscope book this summer i have slightly adapted my big5-list as well as redefined my purpose for existence … well, it is a list to work with, not to be set in stone but to help me focus, keep track of my priorities.

my big 5 are still 6 instead of 5, the things i most want to do, see, or experience in my lifetime. the things that will make me feel that my life is a success. the things that will contribute to fulfilling my reason for being here:

  • SENSUAL PLEASURES
  • spiritual development; LEARN, grow, reflect
  • TRAVEL the world
  • writing, creating art, COMMUNICATING – to learn, to express myself, to inspire others & to leave something behind
  • loving, supporting & releasing RELATIONSHIPS
  • act in a way to make this world a better place, for all creatures, live a natural as possible life style

obviously some of the items on this list correspond to each other, overlap with each other. maybe i should work over it to get things clearer … but look, in the first place i am here to LIVE not to think about it. so for now this list works fine for me!

while i am still not sure about my reason for being here, now i tend to see it not only in “love & enjoy life” but in finding my soul mate!

mondknoten

diesen sommer habe ich bei einer freundin in einem astrologie-buch spannendes über “mondknoten als schlüssel zur persönlichkeitsentfaltung” gelesen … für mein horoskop, mit dem nördlichen mondknoten im stier: offenbar bin ich in meinem vorigen leben der prostitution nachgegangen, weshalb zu meinen aufgaben in diesem leben gehört, meine eigenen bedürfnisse & grenzen zu erkennen, zu respektieren & zu befriedigen. außerdem meine eigenen werte zu leben. ausdauer zu praktizieren: langsam, beharrlich, schritt für schritt vorzugehen. in der vergangenheit habe ich mich (dem horoskop zufolge) zur existenzsicherung in abhängigkeitsbeziehungen begeben, weitere aufgaben in diesem leben sind daher für mich die entwicklung von dankbarkeit & dem bewusstsein, dass mutter erde uns nährt. vergebung auch.

ich finde es geradezu unheimlich spannend, wie sehr das zu meinen erfahrungen in diesem leben, zu dem, was mir (teilweise schon in meiner kindheit) wichtig ist/war, passt!

zusammengefasst: diesmal bin ich hier, um mich zu erden, das gefühl für meinen eigenen körper wiederzuerlangen: die einfachen sinnlichen freuden genießen – gutes essen, guten sex, eine komfortable häusliche umgebung – & materiellen wohlstand erwerben. mein ziel in diesem leben ist spirituelle ausgewogenheit & mein größter wunsch: meinen seelenpartner zu finden!

the big why

we all were born for a reason. it was not a mistake and it didn’t occur randomly. we arrived exactly when we knew we would, into the exact environment we planned on arriving into, with full knowledge of what we were getting ourself into. only that in the moment we arrived, we forgot all that.

our challenge is to remember that reason & then, if we choose to, to fulfill it. the reason is our purpose for existing. it’s why we’re here.

(inspired by john p. strelecky)

knowing the reason why i am here can help me in making decisions – it’s like my personal compass for life. a very helpful step on my way to remember my purpose for existing is to realize what is (& has been) really important for me, the big themes in my life. what do i want to do, see, experience in this life? so i am just about to find out my “big 5 for life” …